Well, it has been a while since I've updated and my life has changed a lot these past couple of weeks, so I thought I would reflect on it. My roommate relationship fell to shit in the last month... well, really it's just that I lost patience for all the shitty components of the living situation that were just not getting better... but as a result I moved out into my own place again, which is a big joy and a big relief as you might imagine. I get so much more accomplished in my life when I only have myself to take care of... and this isn't the first time I've discovered this, so I'm starting to think that it's not about any one specific person, just that in general, people suck and I don't care to help them take care of their bullshit when I have my own to handle. This is the especially the case when they don't even try, really, to handle it themselves. Dumb fuckers.

On the other side of it, I do have one really good friend right now, and a small network of family that I somehow have managed to build for myself that have helped me through all of this hectic transition. A big thank you to them! (Though they probably won't read this...) So, I suppose I did invest in some of the right people... I just got distressed from investing too much in some of the wrong ones yet again. I am learning from my mistakes though. I came out of this fiasco standing much taller than when I came out of my last one, and I take pride in this progress that I have made.

Anywho, at the moment I am finishing unpacking and organizing from my move, attending a summer college class, and applying for jobs. Needless to say I am endlessly busy But I am happier right now then I have been in ages, and for this freedom-of-self I am grateful.

Hope you all are doing just as well!
With love
-Kirinarra