KaleidoscopeKirin

I'm melancholy Glancing out the window between feigned naps Wondering if you'll see through me And my eyelids closed halfway I smile for only the door to see Imagining the way you'd laugh if you knew Picturing the goofy grin on your face As you walk up my porch steps I'm miserable I can't get the sleep to cure this self-induced cold Or the ceaseless cough that takes me between Equally happy dreams and reality I'm giddy with an idea A beautiful work of art to enlighten you to how I feel But the pressure in my head jumbles ridiculous words I feel but can't begin to describe it I'm exhausted From my restless illness with its s